Hmmmm..........Waiting!

Waiting.....waiting....waiting.....that is what summarizes these days of ours. We try to live each day to the fullest and not worry about the future but when your waiting on word from the Air Force to determine your next "move", waiting for your house to sell (in a rotten market!), waiting for a hand to recover/heal but still looking at two surgeries in the months ahead - it gets hard.

Yes, we believe our future is in the Lord's hands and everything will happen in perfect timing according to His will! However, between Satan's lies and our own sinful flesh, it is easy to get frustrated, impatient and sometimes feel like your just sitting without purpose. It's giving up that control. When you have everything planned out and then all of a sudden everything you thought was going to happen in a certain neat little time frame gets turned upside down. For those who don't know...Jon got an infection in his hand and it ruined the repaired tendon. They had to remove the tendon and will now have to graft one from his wrist into his thumb. He has gone through two surgeries and is looking at two more with 8-9 months of total recovery. We still don't know exactly what the AF is going to do, but we are expecting to be put on hold here until they know how much function he will have. He has passed his boards and is now licensed as a nurse but is working in the ROTC office at the U of M. This has added many complications and obstacles to our life that we did not foresee. Nothing life threatening, praise God for that, and nothing that patience, discipline and humility along with time won't take care of. I'm sure we will look back at this time somewhere in the future and be grateful for the lessons we will learn through this time and see how the Lord used it for good, as He promises to do! That doesn't make it always easy......that great refining fire!

I know our life is full of so many blessings, more than I could ever count! I know the purpose for our life is not only in "what" we do but "how we do it". The Lord has purpose for us everyday in every action we do and every word we say. So even though we feel our "plan" is on hold, our life is not. We just have to give up our control to the Lord and trust, walk in faith. Once again our marriage verse is tested: "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on our own understanding in all of your ways acknowledge him and he will make your path straight."

I don't know if my ramblings mean much to you but as I've written it out, the Lord has given me encouragement for today .... thank you Lord!

It's been Awhile!! Update!

Pictured above:
1.Twinkletoes on her first Birthday showing how big she is
2. All four kids in their Easter best!
Pictured below:
1. All of us, with the Judge, on the day of Twinkletoes' finalization
2. Twinkletoes on the day of her Baptism




Well, It's been a while since I have updated things here on our blog. We have had a very full life since Twinkletoes has come home! Let's see our last post was in October when our dog George had gotten killed the night before Twinkletoes' baptism. Quick summary (o.k. pretty long) - Twinkletoes did have a beautiful Baptism -full immersion -wonderful big sacrament!! Runner had his sixth birthday in early December and celebrated with a party with his friends here at home and a catapiller cake! We then celebrated Christmas - Twinkletoes' first Christmas! One of the highlights of Christmas was Jammer figuring out how to play "We Three Kings" on the piano all by himself (by ear).

January brought on Twinkletoes' first birthday and we celebrated with a "Tol party" (traditional Korean party thrown for one's first birthday). It was a day full of memories we will treasure as Twinkletoes was dressed in the traditional hanbok, Lea-Ann made a complete Korean meal, and set up a Tol table display. We marched Twinkletoes around the table and she grabbed a spool of thread and a pen which signifies she will live a long life and be a scholar! We then had the traditional American first birthday cake and ice-cream!

Before we knew it, Twinkletoes was toddling around the house saying Ma-ma, Da-dy, and ba-ba as well as signing (sign language) please and more/want. All the kids enjoy watching her learn new things and get so excited when she reaches a new milestone. However, all of our ears quiver at her high pitch screeeeeam, when she is frustrated! She is "fiery", as they said in Korea!

After Christmas we ferociously began working on finishing up the renovations on our house to try to get it on the market by March. Framing, drywalling, sanding, painting, etc., filled our "free" hours. In the process we got back into our schooling, preparing Jammer for his First Communion, trying to stay warm in the cold fridged winter of Minnesota, and keep the kids from undoing everything we were trying to accomplish on the house.

In late January we got the honor of greeting our newest niece at the airport as Lea-Ann's sister and brother-in-law brought her home from Vietnam. That was a very exciting and long awaited day, as they had fought an uphill battle against many obstacles to bring her home.

Skip to March, Pixie turned four! She is a delight one minute and quite the handful the next - full of sugar and spice!!!! She has been working hard on getting control of her emotions and her frustrations. As well as "using her words" instead of her hands, if you get what I mean. Nothing beats her big hugs and kisses though - she is our snuggle bug! In March we also welcomed little Cameron to the family - Lea-Ann's sister's first baby. It is so amazing watching a little newborn only a couple days old - what a little miracle! Mari-Pat told Pixie the baby finally popped (Pixie would always ask when the baby was going to pop out?)!

We continue to work, work, work on the house.......March comes and goes and April is upon us! Surely we will have the house ready soon!!!! Jon turns 33......wow, and still in college...hmmmm! He worked very hard fulfilling all his requirements of his last semester in nursing school - his immersion experience brought him to the cardiac ICU at Abbott Northwestern hospital. He thoroughly enjoyed the challenge of working there and absorbed all that he could! On April 26th we went down to the Dakota County Courthouse and finalized Hannah's adoption and she became a US citizen - yeah! In late April, Jammer made his First Reconciliation and First Communion. Jon and I both had to fight back the tears, realizing how fast he was growing and how proud we were of him! He has really turned a corner this year and it is a delight to watch him take on new responsibilities .

May arrives.....we have to get this house on the market!!!!!! Jon graduates with high distinction carrying a 3.91 GPA. We are all so very proud of him - he has worked so hard! We also found out that where are going to be stationed - in TX - after Jon spends three months in CA for some additional military training. We worked around the clock for almost two weeks after Jon graduated, with the aid of many of our friends and family...thank you, to finally get our house on the market! However at the tale end, the day before pictures were suppose to be taken on the house, Jon sliced his hand on the table saw and cut through the tendon and nerves on his left thumb. He spent an afternoon in the emergency room and then a morning in surgery reconnecting his tendon and as much of the nerves as they could. They expect him to recover most of the range of motion of his thumb but will have impaired sensation. This has put a monkey wrench in things as they now won't commission him until he is recovered...three months!

After a little bit of trying to figure out how this was going to affect things, we found out that the Air Force would reassign him to his training in Sept. where we will be stationed. So the silver lining in all this......is that Jon won't have to be away for three months and we will be able to move all together down to Texas in September (as long as our house sells - we are trusting the Lord for this)! His commission will be held off till August when we hope he will get a doctor's note saying he can be back on full military duty without restrictions! For now, he's working in the ROTC office pushing papers. Our house is finally on the market, and we spend our days trying to keep it picked up in case we get that call saying someone wants to see it! That's the melodrama of our life!